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Tuesday, August 23, 2016

Kahleel


Hey son,
When i was 7 years old,
I did toxicated my uncle aquarium,
with a lot of a detergent,
which I thought it was a fish food.

But you are still 11 months baby,
Just bare with this life a little bit more,
So I want to see what will happen when you becomes 7 years old.

When i was a 12 years old,
I got a new lust and desire,
Make me so excited,
Spent over an hours exploring it in my bathroom and I even cooked it,
I am very enthusiastic and eager.

But you are still 11 months baby,
Just bare with this life a little bit more,
So I want to advise you and to educate you more when you becomes 12 years old.

When I was in a teenager,
I did try everything in discreet and disgraced,
And I becoming so ego and arrogant,
And so they called it “teen spirit”,
But somehow i was lost in the middle,
Bring chaos to myself.

But you are still 11 months baby,
Just bare with this life a little bit more,
So I want to be there with you and become your friend when you becomes a teenage boy.

And when I was in my adults age,
I broke-up so many relationship,
I bring tears and hate towards me.

And that will be a lesson for me and you to learn more together,
Explore together,
Laugh with you,
As a father , as a friend,
as what my father did to me,
I am definitely will doing better when you becomes an adult.

And when I died,
I want you to be happy,
You dont have to be sad or gloom when I’m gone,
Because I was already happy to see you growth so well.

inshaAllah.