resah genggam erat

the moon and star...they look so lovely each day in our life...
so spectacular, yet our life so miserable, i thought im tough enuff to stand and against the world....

as i fall, facing the dirt on the ground...
so fucking painful....a lot of hope and beliefs
as i regret the opportunity in my hand..i slide it away.

the moon and the star..gleaming thru my my eyes...
fascinating...so damn beautiful...some would pluck for lover.
i wonder, why?

as the dawn reincarnation from dusk, i stood still...redemptive wat hav loss, wat hav gain.
nothing so particular for me to sit and smile...i look upon the faded starlight before its goes out...i wanted to scream...but no one could hear...
the wearies smile of mine....force my eyes to cry...
deeply exhausted of all the conscience of wat i been choose...
i try to hold the precious little heart tat i hav...

hoping you here to hold me...till the end...