Monday, February 22, 2010


And if go,
while you're still here...
know that i live on,
vibrating to a different measure,
-behind a veil you cannot see through,
you will not see me,
so you must have faith,
i wait for the time when we can soar together again,
-both aware of each other,
until then,
live your life to its fullest,
and when you need me,
just whisper my name in your heart,
i will be there...

i will...i am........

zulhadry zolkafli


by your eye's telling me to stay, and so i stay,
by the glossy lips of yours asked to kissing u, and
so i did, then the memorable,
i keep telling myself, "dont get involved" ... and i, just cant help it.
seriously, being with you is something different. Something keeping my head down to earth. Whenever i try to heads up, i've been dazzling with your laugh.
i knew this is weird, very awkward...very very very...awkward. And so i asked "what about it?" simply replied "thats about it".

and thats about it, confusion...i dont think so. things so fascinate to me.
Im happy...are you happy?..smiled~.

for the whole day was like...wat the hell is going on here?
maybe because we both got issue. i you?
the issue was...i hate wat am i doing rite now! everything are not me.
this is not me.

so i condemned myself. Well shit always happened, isnt it?.
i think so. But you...dazzle me, questioning myself......this is good.
im so sorry for everything...shit happen...miss you.

wow 2 years already!!!!!!

hahahahahahah fuck it!

Monday, February 1, 2010

terang,kasar,hitam & pilu

i am tried leaping the faith,
going,doing, the unexpected? loss,loose..
it's all been heard of, i neglected my own responsibility..but for the sake of my life,
i got to hold this much, holding this gruesome for my own thought,
less and less happening, falling from upper hold, lots of people dramatize the act,
faking the real of themselves, bragging and brags all over for their own captious the others vision,
im just the audience of the fake stage of the world,
hoping for other to join me...learning, earning and extracting the juice.
sometimes people use the brute force, just for their own sake,
covering, hovering.....analyzing the outcome for their own profit.
lots of people do..same goes to you rite! so do i...some greediness...influenced by the satan.
"hey~ yes you! bastard commie!" some arguing the the outside look,
and also start to brag about their own capability but they actually aren't any of those.....
so damn hard to expressed....too damn blind to sense the texture of cruelness, its sadden the heart of me....sadden the heart of the world.