I've been seeing a wonderful of dream's projecting everlasting happiness. The beginning of the storyline until the end are none other fantasies of magical streaming with smiling and laughing making the character so adorable. Eventually, distract me from the awful reality.
Laughing are the greatest cure for mourn heart. Laugh as much as you can, laugh our heart out. Let the vein opened as wide as possible, let the blood rush faster through our body. Nothing can stop it, no one can disturb it.
"But why it is so hard to gain infinity of happiness, why our heart are so easy gloom in every ways, why?why?" the rebellious heart protest.
Have you try to hold your breath for an infinity count! and the "infinity" we can not count anyway. The results, if you can hold that long, you wont't able to see sunset or sunrise ever again, you're dead. In reality its balanced, most of the times we can laugh and cry in the same times. The resonance can't be exist along with us. Most of us think they may accomplish the peak and perpetual happiness. but i don't think so.
I do kept all my happiness alone, i cant achieve the everlasting. But i do kept it within myself so everytimes i hurt myself, i'll let it out. Once the wound healed, i kept it back within me.
Death. Nobody experienced it, but we will die - one day we all going to die. Not much of story i heard so far about death :) , maybe the resonance of perpetual happiness are all there. Nobody knows, if you done a good deeds for the entire life maybe you will, but maybe you won't. we're not God to state whether how good or bad we are.Maybe we should ask ourself, :).
This is life that i try to make the ends meet, but none is comply, we are the slave to money, dont you try to deny it … but if you do, you will die crise de conscience. well this life… life that works on HIS mysterious ways none can resists, even i cant, i’ll take down the road that the road ive ever been down, yo know the one that takes you to the places…where all veins meet. well i never pray periodically …. but tonight im on my knees pray with my heart .. i sang the words to HIM, i praised HIM, i adore HIM, i need to hear a sound, a touch, or even a whisper to recognised the pain in me, the sorrow that pull me down, and i let the melodious universal shine