Kahleel

Hey son,

When i was 7 years old,

I did toxicated my uncle aquarium,

with a lot of a detergent,

which I thought it was a fish food.

But you are still 11 months baby,

Just bare with this life a little bit more,

So I want to see what will happen when you becomes 7 years old.

When i was a 12 years old,

I got a new lust and desire,

Make me so excited,

Spent over an hours exploring it in my bathroom and I even cooked it,

I am very enthusiastic and eager.

But you are still 11 months baby,

Just bare with this life a little bit more,

So I want to advise you and to educate you more when you becomes 12 years old.

When I was in a teenager,

I did try everything in discreet and disgraced,

And I becoming so ego and arrogant,

And so they called it “teen spirit”,

But somehow i was lost in the middle,

Bring chaos to myself.

But you are still 11 months baby,

Just bare with this life a little bit more,

So I want to be there with you and become your friend when you becomes a teenage boy.

And when I was in my adults age,

I broke-up so many relationship,

I bring tears and hate towards me.

And that will be a lesson for me and you to learn more together,

Explore together,

Laugh with you,

As a father , as a friend,

as what my father did to me,

I am definitely will doing better when you becomes an adult.

And when I died,

I want you to be happy,

You dont have to be sad or gloom when I’m gone,

Because I was already happy to see you growth so well.

inshaAllah.